Byyyye.

Hey everyone.
I haven't been here for a long time, since I started working on some things about/with my life. and then I just started a new ''homepage'' called;
nadinezenia.webs.com - It's not published yet, I'm still working on it.
- byyyyyye everyone! hugs&kisses' Nadine Zenia!

bla, bla. :D

Soon I will post something about my trip to Berlin, and on friday I have vacation, yaaay!
So I just made this ^picture^ for my facebook profile cover. :').

Dear followers.

Heeeeeeeey Everybody!

So tomorrow I'm going to Berlin for some days with my school, it's gonna be fun. Can't wait. Anyway, I'm fine as you probably can see, uhm.... and I actually don't have so much to say today, but I'll write some more, when I'm home again. I promise. 

Well, Take care, have fun, I don't know. Just be good! JK. I'm out!

Nadine Zenia.

A place in the world.

Do you know what it’s like feeling wrong all the time? Feeling you don’t belong here? Feeling like nobody would even care if you left this town or this country and never came back? I do…. I do.
I don’t feel like I fit in here, I don’t even feel like I belong here, I’m not a small town girl, not the girl who want’s to be in a little crowd, but I want to be in a big city; like New York.  

- Walking in high heels everyday; without anyone asking why or looking at you like an idiot, running/yelling after a taxi,  shopping like never before, going to parties that you actually can call a real party, going out for a drink with your girls, meet new people everyday, Walking down Time Square like it’s nothing, saying the statue of liberty is just across the street, going on cafés, walking in the city on a snowy day with a cop of hot chocolate and still in high heels.

Oh dear New York, one day I’ll be there! 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UjsXo9l6I8

Nadine Zenia.

Book publish.

Yesterday evening I was to a book publish in Copenhagen, I can't wait to read it. 

The book is about living with foster child's, how it is to be the biological child in the family. It's actually a book where a lot of feelings is going on, I think it's gonna be hard to read, but most of for my mom.

I was talking to the person who wrote the book, she invited us to come, because she thinks it would be a good book for me, and she's probably right. And she talked with my mom & me about some things, it was so hard to talk about and most of all hard to hold my tears back, and now almost seven years of hidden feelings have to come out and be told, I don't know if it should make me smile or make me cry, because I know it's gonna be hard and there will be a lot of tears. Somehow it just feels like the best thing to do is to let those feelings be where they are. Right in my heart.

I have this song, that makes me relax, somehow it makes me forget everything.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S1n-f-Zusaw

- Enjoy!

Nadine Zenia.

I don't know.

So... I've been away for a while on here and my FB, I've been writing and stuff.
Anyway, I'm writing on a story, so this is what it's about; 

Audrey was only 14, she never felt like she fitted in anywhere, she didn’t have many friends, like that wasn’t enough Audrey had to make a decision. Her parents was getting an divorce, where should she live now? Audrey chooses to live with her mom in London, but Audrey's two brothers  Josh 11 and Ryan 17, decided to live with their dad in New York, so Audrey only saw them two times at month.

Audrey heard about a party in school, so Audrey and her best friend Clarissa decides to go to the party, but was that the best thing to do?
That took a huge turn in Audreys life. When the girls was on their wair home, a man showed up in the middle of nowhere, he assaulted Audrey, he ripped of her dress as hard and brutal as he could, Audrey yells to Clarissa that she should run for help, Clarissa ran yelling and crying for help.

Before Clarissa came back, there was already people who found her in the forest, with her dress ripped off, blood down her legs, she had an empty look and no words came out of her mouth.

- have a good friday!

Nadine Zenia.

Hello.

Hello!

This is my product/cookies.

I'm sorry I haven't been blogging for a while.. I have been really busy these days.

Well, this week we had to make a project called OSO in school about an education, I wrote about the cook education, so my product were some cookies I made.

Anyways, yesterday my teacher called my mom and said I had to go and fill out my education wishes, and what did I do? Freaked out. I didn't know what I want with my life anymore, and I actually still don't know, so I just picked something that gives me an education in the store branch, that's not really what I want, but then I have two more years to figure out what I really want. So I guess you can say that these days/couple of weeks have been hard for me.

So many languages in the world,
and a smile speaks them all.

My stomach problems suddenly started again, so I have stomach cramps again, really often :-'((. 

That means something is bothering me, I'm thinking a lot or that I'm too stressed. I guess you can say that I'm thinking too much.
But the good thing is that I have vacation now, because I finished my project before time, three days more vacation isn't bad! So on friday me and my sister is going up to our grandparents, I hope that will help with my stomach and give me some peace.

last of today; I hope everybody had a good time and have a good day!

Nadine Zenia.